Choice

I've always wanted to talk and share what my life is really like. I have done so many decisions and choices that changed my life. We all know we were born for a purpose, we don't just exist but we live. We all make mistakes and learn from it eventually. We learn from our past and those experience helps us shape what we are today. But whatever happened in the past...is  a memory left behind & I'm actually thankful for it.

 Like what my English teacher said, " Every moment is a moment of choice. " We're all asked to study and have good grades. Get in to college; work hard. Get a job; earn money. Get in to a serious relationship; have kids. Grow old, then sadly... WE ALL DIE.  However; the choice is in your hands, it's up to you how you'll handle it. Listen, I want you to set that thought aside, our future will come. But for now, enjoy the moment we are in, be it happiness or pain. Carpe diem, don't be worried about changes. We might not notice it, but we actually  make choice every now and then. Look, it was your choice to open this link and read what I've written. (THANK YOU, BTW) My particular reason for saying this is because there's no one to blame for what's going in your life because in the 1st place, it was you who made the decision and that choice (decision), be it right or wrong. God has a reason, don't regret and be thankful for the blessings He's showering you. 

As for my own experience, I'm questioning this one girl from my school who doesn't stop spreading rumors/news about me. That I am bad & she doesn't have any explanation or reason to conclude or does she? ( I don't know her side) But sorry to say, why are you so narrow minded? You express your hate to me thru twitter & if your best friend didn't tell you that you were being immature, you wouldn't stop. Well...

Dear my old friend,
                                                                    
        Since I remember some stuffs that you posted for me in your twitter ( and you deny to others that it wasn't for me when it      really was) I didn't plan on stealing your friend,and I don't have  plans on doing so, I wouldn't ever ruin someone else's friendship. I don't get why you're so bitter to me all of a sudden, like we were  so close and just like a snap everything changed. But it's okay, I  am not mad, I understand that sometimes, you become irritated to a  person without any particular reason. I guess that's just everyone's attitude problem. I know I did ask for a sorry and you didn't       forgive me. You see, change is not easy and if you're expecting me   to be someone who I am not..well, I'm sorry. As for me, true friends will accept and help you to change. I guess we'll never be good     friends again, but thank you. :)                                    
                                             Gail 


And one of my problems is, I tend to forgive people easily.  ( I am not only talking about this situation but most of the time when some misunderstandings happen )
Whether they deserve it or not, because that one night when I confessed my problems to our heavenly Father,  I kept thinking about how Jesus forgives even when we don't deserve it and remembering all the times I'd let him down. If he could forgive me, I could forgive also. 

I guess I learned how to handle tough situations with maturity. I'm proud to be a daughter of God & just like what I promised to Him, I'll always forgive and by the day comes that I'll die, I know I was able leave a legacy behind. :)