A smile can hide so much pain

People complain about how moody I am. All those people, always focus on my bad side. ( I believe everyone has a bad side) But they never had the heart to say, " What are you like that? What is happening? " None of them took actions to help me change. All they did was rant and spread about it. 

Although I know myself that I couldn't actually stop worrying about stuffs that would never happen, I over think a lot. Today, I talked with our guidance counselor about what's actually going on and I've come to many realization (as always). I shall avoid some things that I know are hindrance for what I'm assigned to do. Nobody's perfect and definitely this mistake's a lesson for me once again. We all have a limited time to live a remarkable life. Some people live for seconds, minutes, hours- but nobody is here forever. Just like high school, I've got 4 more months left and prolly all these problems will be just like nothing to me when I graduate. 

But still I know, even if it hurts to hear about it..I have to deal with it and just ignore. I know myself that I'm not doing anything wrong, I'll just focus on my priorities and have an attitude to change myself. I've been trying to change ( again, it's not easy), for the best of everybody. But then, NOBODY ever saw the change. They end up looking at their own perspective. 

I wish somehow they would eventually understand me and not misinterpret all these things and look at the positive side instead. 

I just had to play/experiment with this picture.

" Happiness is a choice " It's easy to be happy when everything seems to go your way, but I think people who are able to smile even though the worst of times is the true definition of happiness. Indeed being happy is a choice, it doesn't just happen. It's going beyond the adventure in every situation, choosing to understand that there will always be light after the dark, moreover; there's always good in every problem and every person, no matter how hard or grim things may seem. 

And this is the key to happiness, TODAY,TOMORROW,EVERYDAY..I CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY.  :)